thirty one___

dreamless, you
carry notions of
flying far

helpless, you
forget that none know
where you are

weightless, you
sink high into skies
burning blue

lightless, you
recall childhood tales
of love, true

eighteen___

eighteenth wanders in the dark
unwilling journey did embark

poppy blood has him enslaved
endless anguish has he braved

love and comfort, all he’s dreamed
eighteenth, can you be redeemed?

—-

nineteen___

nineteenth has a fateful lot
crippling illness near forgot

child of the sunlight strong
wisdom fills his world with song

arms hold tight those he holds dear
nineteenth, what if you disappear?

sixteen___

sixteenth bears a lightning rod
charisma wit and eager nod

twin of terse words striking true
chaos reigns with fine ado

fiery temper does ascend
sixteenth, when does suffering end?

—-

seventeen___

seventeenth hosts a maiden rare
peaceful smile, quick to share

twin of endless serene grace
in her heart, a faraway place

taken as a gift given right
seventeenth, who will steal your light?

fifteen____

fifteenth carries in her heart
a heavy sorrow, hard to part

love-laced smile and gentle hand
—loved ones slip away like sand

in the mirror, terror-wraught
a creature-friend she’d never sought

hide the nightmares in her head
seek comfort in another’s bed

balance easy to upset—
fifteenth, have you been forgiven, yet?

thirteen___

thirteenth bears a vengeance hot
bite of whippings not forgot

fight the scythe of death sublime
seek the brother lost from time

pale-eyed vagrant, running far
thirteenth, who do you think you are?

—-
fourteen___

fourteenth is of two worlds, pained
one long lost, one barely regained

mellow smile with heart shut tight
hides a body with imagined blight

lovely one, come gather them all
fourteenth, how far shall you fall?

ten___

the tenth—a monster, through and through
has all players clear in view

"life worth living" seems a laugh
cut the bleeding caught in path

matters not, to win or fail—
tenth, think you that you’ll prevail?

—-

twelve___

twelfth was kind and weary-worn
loved the child second-born

duty-bound, with heavy heart
the scapegoat role that was his part

hung, he broke with father’s pride
twelfth, who’s mourned you since you’ve died?

seven__

the seventh has a loosened tongue
beautiful, with a heart so young

whiplash words and reckless ways
the smoulder in her cyan gaze

will of ice not frozen through
seventh, what shall be done with you?

—-

eight__

the eighth is nervous, rosy fair
copper fire in her hair

gentle child left behind
ghost of “father” haunts her mind

fear the lion by her side
eighth, where does your courage reside?

six___

the sixth breathes easy in the night
tapped keys quiet, out of sight

mistaken for the devil’s snare
sentiment in lengthened hair

sleepless, never looking behind
healing damage done to mind

cold to cover kindness deep
lover waiting for one to keep

seeking home naught to be found,
sixth, who’ll keep you safe and sound?

words on sleepless nights

lately when i can’t sleep i post poems on this thread on recolor.me

i’ll copy and paste some good ones since my blog is empty all the time ._.

i wonder if anyone will read them?

southernsnowdogs:

kaedathebasenji:

haganwilliams:

ballinduh:

haganwilliams:

kai-ni:

haganwilliams:

My new Crowntail Betta fish named Pheonix. :D #crowntail #betta #fish #pheonix #bettafish

Hi! Unfortunately this is a really bad home for Phoenix :( Contrary to popular belief, betta do not live in puddles and keeping one in a bowl will lead to its suffering and premature death.
Betta need at least 2.5 gallons to thrive, preferably 5 gallons. Bigger setups are actually easier to maintain!
In a small bowls like this ammonia builds up too fast and will slowly poison and eventually kill your fish. Fish create ammonia when they breathe and poo, and ammonia is toxic to them. Ammonia can’t be seen or smelled - so water can be crystal clear and still toxic to fish. In a container this small you’d have to be doing twice daily water changes to keep ammonia from harming your fish.
Betta are also tropical fish and require a heater! They need to be at water temperatures of 75-80 degrees - room temperature is too cold for them. Cold leaves them lethargic, sickly and open to other problems. But you can’t safely use a heater in a container this small, so again, I urge you to get him a bigger tank!
You won’t regret it - betta can be such personality filled, zippy little fish when given the room to be! Some studies even say they’re just as smart as other animals, and can feel pain the same way. So please don’t let your little guy suffer - get him a better home!
Betta care sheet
Why bowls and vases are bad betta homes
betta myths debunked
Here’s a cheap 5.5 gallon tank that would be great for your little guy! You just need to also get a heater.

If your not a marine biologist gtfo. Your facts are wrong btw. Its my fish, leave me alone.

So basically what you’re saying is: I don’t give a shit about my fish.
What this person linked and said is all true. I’m sure you didn’t even bother to read everything or click the links. Fish need much more room than you and most of the public think. I suggest listening to kai-ni, otherwise your fish will die in a year or two, and live a miserable life.

Their life span is 2 years, whats your point?

^ That just proved my point. You don’t give a shit about a living being. It depends on you for proper care. Even if it lived a few weeks, it should STILL receive the best care you can give it - which is NOT in a tiny ass bowl with a huge ass plastic plant that can rips it’s fins taking up most of the space.

Bettas can live an upwards of 5 years. I currently have a betta that is going on 5 years. When properly cared for they can live longer. If you don’t want to care for a fish, don’t get a fucking fish. 

southernsnowdogs:

kaedathebasenji:

haganwilliams:

ballinduh:

haganwilliams:

kai-ni:

haganwilliams:

My new Crowntail Betta fish named Pheonix. :D #crowntail #betta #fish #pheonix #bettafish

Hi! Unfortunately this is a really bad home for Phoenix :( Contrary to popular belief, betta do not live in puddles and keeping one in a bowl will lead to its suffering and premature death.

Betta need at least 2.5 gallons to thrive, preferably 5 gallons. Bigger setups are actually easier to maintain!

In a small bowls like this ammonia builds up too fast and will slowly poison and eventually kill your fish. Fish create ammonia when they breathe and poo, and ammonia is toxic to them. Ammonia can’t be seen or smelled - so water can be crystal clear and still toxic to fish. In a container this small you’d have to be doing twice daily water changes to keep ammonia from harming your fish.

Betta are also tropical fish and require a heater! They need to be at water temperatures of 75-80 degrees - room temperature is too cold for them. Cold leaves them lethargic, sickly and open to other problems. But you can’t safely use a heater in a container this small, so again, I urge you to get him a bigger tank!

You won’t regret it - betta can be such personality filled, zippy little fish when given the room to be! Some studies even say they’re just as smart as other animals, and can feel pain the same way. So please don’t let your little guy suffer - get him a better home!

Betta care sheet

Why bowls and vases are bad betta homes

betta myths debunked

Here’s a cheap 5.5 gallon tank that would be great for your little guy! You just need to also get a heater.

If your not a marine biologist gtfo. Your facts are wrong btw. Its my fish, leave me alone.

So basically what you’re saying is: I don’t give a shit about my fish.

What this person linked and said is all true. I’m sure you didn’t even bother to read everything or click the links. Fish need much more room than you and most of the public think. I suggest listening to kai-ni, otherwise your fish will die in a year or two, and live a miserable life.

Their life span is 2 years, whats your point?

^ That just proved my point. You don’t give a shit about a living being. It depends on you for proper care. Even if it lived a few weeks, it should STILL receive the best care you can give it - which is NOT in a tiny ass bowl with a huge ass plastic plant that can rips it’s fins taking up most of the space.

Bettas can live an upwards of 5 years. I currently have a betta that is going on 5 years. When properly cared for they can live longer. If you don’t want to care for a fish, don’t get a fucking fish. 

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fuckyeahuwaterloo:

aunt-flow:

inunchartedwaters:

amplifytheworld:

referencesforartists:

brenanf999:

dontwantyourmoneysir:

anndruyan:

This is a summary of college only using two pictures; expensive as hell.

That’s my Sociology “book”. In fact what it is is a piece of paper with codes written on it to allow me to access an electronic version of a book. I was told by my professor that I could not buy any other paperback version, or use another code, so I was left with no option other than buying a piece of paper for over $200. Best part about all this is my professor wrote the books; there’s something hilariously sadistic about that. So I pretty much doled out $200 for a current edition of an online textbook that is no different than an older, paperback edition of the same book for $5; yeah, I checked. My mistake for listening to my professor.

This is why we download. 

Spreading this shit like nutella because goddamn textbooks are so expensive. 

not necessarily art related but as someone who couldn’t afford their textbooks this semester this is a godsend

REBLOGGING because after a little digging, I found my $200 textbook for free in PDF form.

friendly reminder that this exists since I know we’re all going back to college soon

signal boost

uh…if any future students see this, I have old science textbooks I can sell for cheap? I dunno :/ MESSAGE UP (and by cheap I mean around 20$ or whatever I just want money to buy food)

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royalblackpirate:

epic-vines:

When tree branches get in my way

Vine by: Logan Paul

How we manage to cram such genius in 6 seconds is beyond me. This is art.

(via megapotatosaurus)

Omg when was the last time I tried to draw real animu ._. 

A freebie for Poppertina on Recolor.me C:  she’s a cool chick! so I wanted to draw her spunky avatar, hahaha.

Omg when was the last time I tried to draw real animu ._.

A freebie for Poppertina on Recolor.me C: she’s a cool chick! so I wanted to draw her spunky avatar, hahaha.

Sleep well, my loves.

July 14 2014.  Lale with his two children, Sangria (6) and Cerulean (2). Colleen is probably out of bed making them breakfast down stairs ; w ; I love warm family AUs.  Lale makes a super protective daddy.

#sketch #drawing #originalcharacter #oc #Lale #Colleen #art #feels #babies #huehue

Sleep well, my loves.

July 14 2014. Lale with his two children, Sangria (6) and Cerulean (2). Colleen is probably out of bed making them breakfast down stairs ; w ; I love warm family AUs. Lale makes a super protective daddy.

#sketch #drawing #originalcharacter #oc #Lale #Colleen #art #feels #babies #huehue

noizybunnyboy:

Okay but like seriously

How did you go from this:

image

very sexy and attractive, pretty well animated and distinct, memorable character who’s icy stare and intimidating appearance pretty much screamed at you that he was going to be important and that you should remember him

to this:

image

half my face doesn’t work, the meth was too strong, put me down because the pain is too horrible for me to take, maybe relevant maybe not, ‘wat the fuk is wrong with his eyes’ character?