Valtier Peregryn, of the house of Capricorn
an OC from my set that I call the Zodiac Wheel, solely for roleplaying purposes.  Valtier is a new character I brainstormed this year and am using him for the first time in this epic roleplay with a new friend C:  in the roleplay he is a demon from the house of Capricorn who purchases my friend’s character Kieran as a slave.  Valtier’s a bit cold and shrewd and calculating, resourceful and goal-oriented and intense. He’s a stickler for rules, though, and easily fascinated (esp by Kieran), and very money-smart.  I’m feeling around his character atm so this was a fun speedpaint of both the human version of him that I thought up, and the edited demon version to suit roleplay purposes.
yay I’m learning how to draw cheekbones properly orz

Valtier Peregryn, of the house of Capricorn

an OC from my set that I call the Zodiac Wheel, solely for roleplaying purposes.  Valtier is a new character I brainstormed this year and am using him for the first time in this epic roleplay with a new friend C:  in the roleplay he is a demon from the house of Capricorn who purchases my friend’s character Kieran as a slave.  Valtier’s a bit cold and shrewd and calculating, resourceful and goal-oriented and intense. He’s a stickler for rules, though, and easily fascinated (esp by Kieran), and very money-smart.  I’m feeling around his character atm so this was a fun speedpaint of both the human version of him that I thought up, and the edited demon version to suit roleplay purposes.

yay I’m learning how to draw cheekbones properly orz

there are dangerous nights where I shouldn’t be left alone with my thoughts

if my brain is a carnivore then my soul is prime meat

do you ever get days where you ship friendships more than you ship your ships

if I want to be kind to others then I must be kind to myself

no more of this debilitating self-loathing.  no more staying up at night, squeezing the parts of me that are too big or too little and feeling inadequate.  no more starve/binge cycles and no more scratching.  no more moments wishing I wasn’t born because I feel like I’m a waste of space.

god if I treated other people this way then I’d be in jail, so why do I do it to myself?  there are pros and cons to me, the former to embrace and the latter to improve.  it’s as simple as that and I gotta remember that for those suffocating dark moments where it’s easier to sink than to swim…

THERE ARE PEOPLE FOLLOWING ME

BUT NO NOTIFICATIONS

WHAT IS GOING ON

HOW DO I SAY HELLO AND THANK YOU TO EVERYBODY PERSONALLY HELP

;A;

first year psych notes on theories of emotions… I really should be studying properly.  PROCRASTINATE WHILE STUDYING.

Ganondorf, the King of Thieves.  Graphite with a bit of photoshop for the gradient.
 I love when Ganondorf is characterized with morality, devotion to the Gerudo women, and sentimental bitterness—all while STILL being frightening, vicious, and badass.  TBH, he’s very, very difficult for me to draw. There’s a lot of subtlety you gotta keep in mind when he’s so mature and sublime and intense. I hope I did it right!

Ganondorf, the King of Thieves.  Graphite with a bit of photoshop for the gradient.

 I love when Ganondorf is characterized with morality, devotion to the Gerudo women, and sentimental bitterness—all while STILL being frightening, vicious, and badass.  TBH, he’s very, very difficult for me to draw. There’s a lot of subtlety you gotta keep in mind when he’s so mature and sublime and intense. I hope I did it right!

violoncello.  a doodle with ballpoint pen that I did in grade 12 music class.  horrible anatomy but good concept.

violoncello.  a doodle with ballpoint pen that I did in grade 12 music class.  horrible anatomy but good concept.

I NEED TO DRAW MORE LEGEND OF ZELDA FANART

DAMMIT ALL TIME WHY MUST THERE ONLY BE 24 HOURS IN A DAY AND WHY MUST I SLEEP FOR AT LEAST 7 OF THEM FFF.

I NEED A FRIGGIN OCARINA OF TIME

speedpaint with Colleen with a crap load of textures.  from sketch to finish was probably 3 ish hours?

I can’t make anything with deep meanings but I CAN make pretty rainbows explode.  so yeah.

I’m ready for spring.  So Spring.  Come.  Please.  Pleaaaaase.

(Source: sorelliena.deviantart.com)

diagram yourself

You want love to work forever

each small fall felt like building things right

and I heard, and I looked back,

and I knew.

 

Think now in reverse;

Your dream imagery, black,

Bitter tears never take away the shame.

 

The people in the city remember your nightmare

The face around your eyes

And I, I was a little voice.

 

You, the angel, kept the present crowd away

You, the something-monster,

always depict fire and blood,

and the colour was one—

the concept and direction, you and I in design.

 

And I object to you, your presentation,

Your way,

 

And I ran,

 

And now,

I am free.

 

-

 

a poem with some of the most frequent words I used, according to this text-analyzing program called wordle.com.  I had made seven different wordles with seven types of texts I’ve written, from emo poetry to diary entries to facebook status updates.  each word that isn’t “I, the, your”, etc is used only once.

for design class, because making seven posters isn’t enough yet.  the cohesion in this poem is frighteningly consistent.

bitter blood.  a speed lasso of Lale in photoshop in about 30 minutes.  Lay is prone to bleeding and demonic possession, which annoys him a lot. when i have nightmares he comes in a lot and saves me but he ends up bleeding all over my hands and giving me looks of accusation that make me wake up sick.

bitter blood.  a speed lasso of Lale in photoshop in about 30 minutes.  Lay is prone to bleeding and demonic possession, which annoys him a lot. when i have nightmares he comes in a lot and saves me but he ends up bleeding all over my hands and giving me looks of accusation that make me wake up sick.

I just have to say, your words as well as your artwork pain me, and I want infinitely more. It's like a painful fandom and I can't stop why do you do this to me? [I totally mean that as a complement.]

that was totally taken as a compliment and I humbly thank you sir

HAHAHA GOOD JOB FIGURING OUT WHO I AM, WATSON.  On the interwebs they call me Sora but you know fully well who I am C:  we can revel in irl friendship while lording our friendship over others who don’t know us on the interwebs, hehehe.

and thank you!  I’LL UPLOAD MORE AT SOME POINT I PROMISE HAHAHA… HAH… HA…. 

"Love many things, for therein lies the true strength, and whosoever loves much performs much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is done well."

Vincent Van Gogh.

Sometimes I don’t care about accomplishing much.  I just want my love and what comes from my love to go places where it will be fostered, kept burning bright, and treasured long after I’m gone.

Commission for xXHakaXx on Gaiaonline of her two OCs Serena and William.
“Mark my words, girl.  I will conquer you.”“Let’s see you try.”^or at least that’s what I think they’re saying?

Commission for xXHakaXx on Gaiaonline of her two OCs Serena and William.

“Mark my words, girl.  I will conquer you.”
“Let’s see you try.”

^or at least that’s what I think they’re saying?